She had been married to Shen Zhao for three years without consummation. Shen Zhao's excuse was that he wasn't capable on that front. She bore the pressure from the Shen family alone and secretly studied pharmacology. Since Shen Zhao didn't even have a concubine, she didn't suspect anything and instead cared for him everywhere, fearing he would be depressed or inferior.,Because she had no accomplishments, she was bullied by her mother-in-law and mocked by her sisters-in-law. She endured all of this silently.,"I will still bear your mother's curses, for without a child, I have become the sinner of the Shen family."。